I think I've been doing too well without you. I go to work and make it through each day with minimal tears. As long as I'm busy I can shut it all out, ignore the reality. But when I stop it eats me alive. Sucks me under and all of a sudden I'm begging for the emptiness to leave. For the silence to stop screaming in my ears. My heart beat has become as irregular as my existence. Sometimes I can't breathe for want of you. I miss your presence, the calming elixir of your spirit.
Right now at this very moment, I want to fall asleep and never wake up. Unless I'm waking up with you.
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