Yesterday I cried

But only because of the embarrassment, shame, and extreme regret I felt when thinking of you

This morning I woke up and my first thought was about how you weren't my first thought. It wasn't accompanied by the usual shot of hot lightening through my heart. That made me panic because the moment that ceases, you'll cease and never come back. The emotional connection will be gone, and so will you.

The sweet freedom you asked for.

I wish you were here so I could look you in the eye and then turn and walk away, silently.