Why do I bloody care today? When did this f'n hope slither back in? It's poisoning my soul and adding to my craziness. I feel that it's forced me back into the cage I thought I left behind. My mind wanders, and worries, and thinks of the most horrid scenarios. You, without me. With someone else. Angry. Annoyed. Regretful. They all combine in the most excruciating scene that plays over and over and over in my head.
I can't do it any more. I won't do it any more. The game is up. I surrender. I thought I already did this but I guess I have to do it again. For THE LAST time. I swear it's the last time.
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