Resolved

I'm resolving myself to the fact that my beautiful charmed life no longer resists. I cry, but not as much. I still live in disbelief that in a matter of hours my life was irrevocably altered and nothing can put it back together. Yes, I'm resolved.

My heart still beats, without your love. My eyes still see, without the spark of the life you gave me. My lungs still breathe, without the sent of you. The pain is still there, but it's become a part of the fabric of who I am.

I am resolved.

I live because.
Just because.

I miss living because living with you was what I've always lived to do.

I am resolved,
But hollow.