I bloody hate myself right now. I'm in the mood to cut, bleed, to watch the crimson flow from my veins. Our time is short and my mouth did nothing but damage you today. I am so filled with hatred I could scream but instead I'll scratch, and create a bruise big enough and black enough to show my penance. I pray you can forgive me love, for my stupidity, my insults, my inability to be a decent human...I should be hurt because I hurt you.