My insides are on fire. Burning with grief, anger, disbelief, and denial. I don't know how many times I've thought it or begged God, this simply can't be over. You can't be gone. We belong together, we're made for each other. You are the half that makes the other worth while. I will gladly crawl 1,000 miles to be near you. Why did it have to be God? I can't resolve it. I can't deal with it. I can't believe it.

I just keep on burning.