When will it end?

I feel shackled. Totally and completely chained to misery and its almost unbearable heaviness. The fire continues to burn in my chest. I loath nights when there's nothing left to occupy my time and all I do is wait for the moment when I can knock myself unconscious and slip away from it all. Not that you don't haunt me in my dreams, becuase you do. Relentlessly. Can't I even have a moment without you? You've become too much for me to deal with.

Honestly.

When will you let go.


When will I let go.